So, how exactly is this gonna end ?
Do they ever reach out ? reach back ?
and I have a chance, I have even more
Why is he so lucky, Why am I left in indifference, indifferent.
Why is it so, my existence,
Never compelled with thus I wished
So retarded, dying alone,
The wind may take it over
As soon as we’re dead
But it always seems,
That they can’t die
The rythm going, never ending
Is the world now, a better place
Did anything ever changed,
Soon this melody, with which I’m writing,
Never again will sound in my head
Flat lines of code, ones and zeros
No, Lann will not come
Happy alone, as they all say,
at least mad, you depend on no one,
For they all betray, or flee, or bail
Kissed a boy once, for the last. time
I’m seeing ghosts. all day, all nights.
Will you listen to the words of my heart,
Looping on my mind.
Like a broken record
Please tell me the lies, I never wished to desire
Why was I here, the night he was raped, just waiting there, for a last goodbye..
Only I tried to protect against those harms
You too with a motorbike, I would’ve crushed your eyes. your arms, your dick, and your soul.
But once again, as is always,
i’ll just lie down till the needs come off
till the world collapse
till them dreams take over
Goodbye to all, once again, I’m alone